Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Someone save me

Sometimes, I feel like I am drowning. I am overwhelmed, and I don't know how much more I can handle. I can't handle much. College has let me know how utterly weak I am.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

empowering words.

i like poetry. slam poetry. words with meaning as sharp as a dagger that bite into your soul and gets you moving. two favorite asian american poets of this nature: ed bok lee and beau sia. rock on.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

I get overwhelmed very easily, especially by things that don't matter at the moment. Things that don't matter. Why am I so concerned with it and not with things that matter right now? I'm trying to avoid the realization, I guess. Simply put, life just sucks

Monday, February 19, 2007

Find Me

There was a time when I was really hesitant about going home. But then when I got home, I realized how much I missed it. How great it felt to be home. Because...

HOME is where the HEART is.

I really hope I do become a better person; the person I always wanted to be.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

soul searching. can you help me look?

i hope i stay this way. focused. jittery from all the caffeine. so i don't miss a word of what is said in class. managing my time. scheduling in food and "me time." trying to see who i will become. i seriously don't know. eloquent. grace. articulate. manners. intelligence. sophistication. self assurance. will i embody any of these qualities i oh so admire?
funny. i guess i'm trying to find myself. somebody who thought everyone should know who they are. trying to find herself.
it's starting to rain outside.

Monday, February 05, 2007

Horrible

I'm not good at life. It just kicked me in the ass.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Saturday, February 03, 2007

strawberries.

6 hours and counting wasted.

Everyone away on a ski trip.

Watched Nip/tuck FOREVER.

currently in love with: Julian McMahon, BoysLikeGirls, and Godiva drinks.

HOME in two weeks