At a lost for words.

I've said it countless times before, but this is the first where it seems like it'll work. I've given up all the shit in my life and prioritized. I am disappointed by who I've become and it seems like I've failed myself and I know noone needs to hear it again. I can fall, but I need to pick myself up. Telling others in no way will help me out of the hole I've dug for myself. So, like my AIM buddy profile says,

"If you find me dead, school's the culprit."

That is all.

Weekend

So I watched 300 the day it premiered, Friday. That is pretty cool. The theatre was packed and the only way I got in was because a friend was the floor manager at the theatre and gave us free passes. Fucking awesome!

That movie is fucking awesome. Hot honorable men. I love these warrior movies. Roar!

I came back and watched Little Miss Sunshine; that movie was awesome also -dysfunctional family and just LOVE. Then last night I watched John Tucker Must Die. I love it, except for the usual sappy ending. Then I watched the Covenant, which sucked except for the good soundtrack and hot guys.

So this weekend was about movies! And I had an awesome cupcake this morning- I am officially a cupcake aficionado [only when they're cute].

It's also freakin sunny and nice today; it cheers me up.

I still don't know who I am

" The deepest human defeat suffered by human beings is constituted by the difference between what one was capable of becoming and what one has in fact become. "

- Ashley Montagu, anthropologist and humanist