lala land

I've recently realized what a jumble of thoughts run through my head each day. They are all so different which makes me happy because I realize that I live a fun life not a dull, stupid one that I make it out to be sometimes when I'm frustrated or stress. Here's what's in my mind recently:

1] I met an American Buddhist monk who really fascinates me. He speaks Thai better than I do and know more about Buddhism more than I do. I'm now really interested in learning Vipassana meditation.
2] Somebody I've known for a while has returned stateside after medical school in Ireland. How cool is that? He told me about spontaneous vacations to Paris and Amsterdam, Africa and Thailand. Now he's started his own charity!
3] I helped a fourth grader put gold glitter on her cross to put on her mission project. I remember building my own mission in fourth grade! Hers was all sparkly everywhere.
4] The ER is always running through my mind because I just keep rethinking all the interesting moments in my mind over the week that follows my hours.
5] This thought is so materialistic and heartbreakingly consumerism at its purest - I want that big yellow clutch that Vanessa had on Gossip Girl and the black and gold Chanel purse Serena carried. OMG.
6] And I CONSTANTLY worry about whether or not I will get into med school..... sigh.

Those things have been running through my mind and on paper [screen] they don't look as interesting as they did in my mind.